I
know I shouldn’t be here, that’s like the 100th time I would be saying
that to myself in the last 10minutes. But my body took no orders from me
anymore as his mouth lowered, took my lips; as I responded fiercely his
tongue probed, gently ,searching and expertly seducing, while his lips
crushed on mine answering willingly and mindlessly. I fretted as his
lips were all over my face and he buried his mouth under my throat. I
shivered as my breasts yielded against the hard line of his chest,
arousal -too tame a word, as he was tempted to rip off my shirt, like it
stopped him from
breathing as I unconsciously reached for his sweater
and took it off. Simultaneously, he also reached for my bra, off it went
while he caressed, smooched and suckled my breasts. I was buried in an
avalanche of passion as a little tiny voice in my head said again ‘you
know you shouldn’t be doing this’ I wanted to say no but as he rekindled
the wild fire blowing through me with soft kisses, touches and
unexpected words, as he ripped both of us of all the remaining clothes
on us, flesh to heated flesh, the forbidden journey began. In ecstasy I
said NO but what I voiced out was moans with different tracks as his
kisses ran everywhere and his searing mouth veered down me, over me and I
froze in passion. Then he whispered ‘baby it wouldn’t hurt I promise’ I
didn’t even care but I did close my eyes as he found me and so did the
pop of blood find its way out and then I knew it was broken. As I opened
my eyes, I didn’t see heaven but I saw as the white light dazzled in
red, blue and green ,and I heard him call my name in a muffle of
urgency, there was speed, desire, desperation, urgency, strength
,passion. Faster and faster they all collided together, as I lay beneath
him and as my hands dug dip into his back, speechless and thoughtless I
was as he raised his head to look me in the eye. I couldn’t help but
blush as he withdrew voluntarily and as I lay in his arms I couldn’t
help but realise I had tasted the forbidden fruit. However,it didn’t
matter for this one was for love, and that God will understand for I was
driven by passion. Few hours later we got dressed and he took me home.
The
next morning I woke up really sore, as I grabbed my blackberry to say
my first prayers to bbm, and so did I see countless broadcasts.
Surprisingly, I was shocked for it wasn’t a new month and the only thing
they had in common was a link to a video. Hmmm, I checked it out and
downloaded the anticipated video. As I opened it ,I saw her, I saw him
and I saw Myself and Him. Yesterday he did record it,*sobs* the whole
world spanned around as I dismantled my phone in haste as the tiny voice
said again ‘I warned you’ and as regret flushed my entire system, I
collapsed in shame. For the desire for the forbidden fruit and the
dedication to blinded love has ruined me!!
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